You ever get what you want?
You ever put your hand between your legs and pretend it's me?
You ever flash your life before your eyes and pretend it's me?
You ever hit a squirrel with your car and pretend it's me?
You ever call yourself pretty in the mirror and pretend it's me?
You ever break a nail and pretend it's me?
You ever walk away from your family?
You ever look back?
You ever walk towards them?
You ever think about how these feel the same?
You ever write a letter and feed it to your mailbox?
You ever write a letter and feed it to your shredder?
You ever write a letter and feed it to your sleepless nights, hungry, and squirming, and desperate, and yellow?
You ever Google "depression symptoms"?
You ever Google "is it depression if I enjoy it"?
You ever Google "how long has it been since..."?
You ever look over your shoulder?
You ever feel happy no one's there?
You ever wish someone was?
You ever delete your internet history?
You ever delete your actual history?
You ever feel the exact moment something becomes real?
You ever tell yourself it isn't?
You ever sit beside someone who knows exactly what you're thinking and says "no, this is real."
You ever feel kind of like she looks like me?
You ever pretend she is?
You ever wish you could stop?
You ever cheat yourself?
You ever cheat yourself?
You ever put your hand between your legs and pretend it's me?
You ever flash your life before your eyes and pretend it's me?
You ever hit a squirrel with your car and pretend it's me?
You ever call yourself pretty in the mirror and pretend it's me?
You ever break a nail and pretend it's me?
You ever walk away from your family?
You ever look back?
You ever walk towards them?
You ever think about how these feel the same?
You ever write a letter and feed it to your mailbox?
You ever write a letter and feed it to your shredder?
You ever write a letter and feed it to your sleepless nights, hungry, and squirming, and desperate, and yellow?
You ever Google "depression symptoms"?
You ever Google "is it depression if I enjoy it"?
You ever Google "how long has it been since..."?
You ever look over your shoulder?
You ever feel happy no one's there?
You ever wish someone was?
You ever delete your internet history?
You ever delete your actual history?
You ever feel the exact moment something becomes real?
You ever tell yourself it isn't?
You ever sit beside someone who knows exactly what you're thinking and says "no, this is real."
You ever feel kind of like she looks like me?
You ever pretend she is?
You ever wish you could stop?
You ever cheat yourself?
You ever cheat yourself?
