Why do I keep waiting. For my life to change, for my maturity and morality to grow. Why do I keep waiting for someone else to make it happen for me. Why do I keep waiting to take control. It's infuriating. And what's even more frustrating is that I can make it stop, make it go, make it be the best set of experiences of my life, just by pressing the button in my brain. But I'm too lazy, or too afraid of rejection or failure.
I've always been told, no one can do it for you. You live your life alone. It's a hurtful truth that one must learn, that EVERYone must learn, if they want to survive the harsh winter of their life. You've gotta do it yourself, and hope for the best by your own skill and coping. It's not the way it should be, but its the way it is.
Nature is a series of organized, systematic chaos. Humans try to eliminate that chaos. The reason political, economic, and legality system almost always fail to work (or at least have many pitfalls along the way), is because people are always trying to put it into a symmetrical pattern. People like symmetry. I've noticed that.
Maybe I should be noticing other things. Maybe not.
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